In talking with the kids today, I discovered that I am apparently not as much fun when JC is gone. Lotus even put it to me this way: you were a lot more fun before mommy got this sickness.
I guess I was.
I would absolutely love to go back to being fun daddy. But right now, I have three kids to take care of, to feed, to ensure that they get to school, to ensure that they do their homework, a full-time job to maintain, and activities, activities, activities. I'm having a really hard time squeezing out space in my day to be fun.
Maybe I should try harder.
Or maybe I should just accept that, right now, it's just not possible.
However, Lotus did tell me today that I seem to be less mad than I was.
I'm going to call that a victory, and go to bed.
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